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Name: *EvA*
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 4/21/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: cheerleading_track_football
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LL COOL J_eating_sleeping_
living life to the fullest_*Michael Christopher Everett*
Expertise: Being the coolest person working for INO. jk there's a lot cooler people than myself there. making people laugh. i wouldn't say i'm funny but i've found that whenever i'm laughing my ass off it usually rubs off on the people around me so i try to take advantage of that. gotta use it for something right?
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  scchicaxoxo
Member Since:
6/18/2003
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| okay so im OFFICIALLY broke... i haven't been completely broke in a longgggg time. i forgot how sucky it is hehehe. i bought a new bedroom set for my new room. i was kinda outgrowing my twin sized bed and bedroom set that i've had since i was three. and now i'm thinking of all these things that i am going to need money for in the next week. first off, my mikee is coming in six more days!!! i'm soOoOoOo excited to finally see him! i'm going to be the happiest girl in the world for those days that i get to spend with him. it's been exactly one month today since he left and each day i've been missing him more and more, but each extra day that i'm without him is making me more and more excited to see him. I LOVE YOU BABY =) ....but yeah back to my point, it's gonna suck not having money while he's here. i wanted to do a few things that i don't know if we'll be able to do now. hopefully i can scrape some money outta somewhere. secondly jackies 19th bday is on saturday. i put money aside for her gift, i just don't know how much ima be able to get her. I'M SO EXCITED FOR YOUR PARTY BABYGURL!!! MANY MUAHZ 4 YOU!!! alrightyyyy... not much else has been going on except that i'm doing really well. i've been happy since those other sucky two weeks past and i hope it stays this way! anyways... much love to you all N take care, i don't know when i'll be updating again cuz imma be busy moving for a while. | | |
| WOW! that's really how i feel right now. i feel like i'm in a dream and that what has just happened could never be real... so me and my mom took my grandpa out to lunch for the so called big CONFRONTATION. i can't believe how easy it was. after ordering our lunch my mom so nonchalantly brings up the issue. there was no yelling, no anger, nothing. my granda says he's okay with it under the condition that i go back to school. agreed. also i get to keep my car and don't even have to pay insurance! how awesome is that. thats like an extra $200 a month in my pocket. he even paid for our lunch! i seriously am in denial that this actually happened and that i'm alive and going to live with my mother and its okay. after all the stressing over this confrontation and whether or not i was going to have my car. i never expected it to turn out like this, but i'm so very grateful that it did...
last night i went to bed happy. it was so peaceful. i know tonight will be just the same...
MuAhZ 2 MiKeY
-XoXo
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| it's funny how you can observe the lives of other people and realize
things about your own that you didn't know existed... just a random
thought. kinda happend to me today while i was watching one of those
true life stories on mtv. i'm not going to elaborate on this
realization but i will say it was a good one.
so yeah, i'm officially myself again. i don't know what was up with me
the past two weeks. it's all such a blur to me now. i'm going to be
happy for a long time. *knock on wood* that is unless something majorly
tragic were to happen.
so today my mother and i had planned to take my grandpa out to lunch
for the big CONFRONTATION. boy was i a neverous-wreck this morning. to
my luck, it was delayed until tomorrow. i really just want to get this
confrontation over with but at the same time i'm scared shitless. as
much as i make it sound like i hate the guy sometimes, i really don't
want to be completely disowned by him. and i definetely don't want the
family to be torn apart by this. supposedly if i were to ever move out
with my mother he would disown us both and we would not be allowed back
into the house. what about holidays? aren't people supposed to spend
time with all their family on holidays? celebrating with just me and my
mom would be a pretty small family. the other part im afraid of is him
taking away my car. i need my car more than anything. i know i could
buy some $1,000 or so car, but i don't want a piece of shit. my Accent
is practically brand new and reliable. so anyways, tomorrow the big
confrontation is going down. pray that i don't get murdered...
well, enough of my rambling. jackie if you're reading this call me, my eyebrows look like shit! lol...
MuAhZ 2 MiKeY
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| ok i'm officially a dweeb. ignore my past two entries, those were just a weird two days for a too weird person...
i'm one happy camper today    ...which is good because i wasn't really looking forward to closing again, but my change in mood should make the night go by much faster.
shout out to MS. JACQUELINE JIMENEZ and MS. CATHERINE ROSE CORTEZ... i love you girls dearly. i don't know where i'd be without you two. both of you have helped me through a lot of shit in the past and stuck by my side through thick and thin. i'm glad that you guys can see how happy i am now, and know that the both of you have helped me get to this point. friends come and go, but you two have been there from beginning to end and i thank you for that!
now i will go and enjoy the rest of my day. if you are reading this, i hope you have a good day too
MuAhZ 2 MiKeY
-XoXo | | |
| boy am i tired... i just got home from closing. it was a long and slow shift at work tonight. why aren't i in bed if i'm claiming to be so tired you may be asking? i just came on to post that things seem to be on the path to getting better. maybe things were never so bad to begin with. grrr see how i pick my brain? life can be so confusing sometimes. sometimes i just don't know what to think. right now i really don't want to think. so lets just leave it at that "things are on the path to getting better." tehe that's how i deal with my problems i guess. thinking what i want to think. in the big picture that never works though. i learned that the hard way unfortunately. but that was the past, and the past has past. at least that is a positive thing in my life... i've moved on from the past which i never thought i would be able to do, and now (besides the whole last week thing which i don't even know if it existed or not) i have a much more wonderful road ahead of me. a few of you may know what i am speaking about on this one. thanx to those of you that do know what im talking about for helping me through all that shit in the past. i love you all dearly. ANYWAYS... i would like to end this post by saying THANK YOU to the most WoNdErFuL boyfriend in the world! i'm thankful for being your girl & I LOVE YOU
MuAhZ 2 MiKeY
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